More project frustrations…
I’m very frustrated right now and I figured this is as good a place to vent my frustrations as any :] It’s 6:00 in the morning and I’m supposed to be meeting the teacher in charge of my degree project at 11:15 (or I should say our degree project as including me there’s actually 3 and a half people involved in it). I was supposed to get some more documentation off the other people involved (well off two people anyway, it’s not like I was expecting any from the half), but I haven’t, not to mention that the program coding part of the project is a total mess (or to put it differently - a lot of the website simply doesn’t work yet).
I pretty much have no chance of completing it without the involvement of the other two people (not that the chances of completing it by the 11:15 deadline were ever that big, but I kind of hoped we’d manage to cover up the gaping holes and try to fix the smaller ones when nobody’s looking). I can’t even blame my frustrations on the other two people cause I’ve messed up just as badly - it’s not like my part of the work is all nice and ready :]
This fuck-up might mean two things:
- We’ve just totally messed up, our project group will be split up and we’ll each have to do new projects with an end of winter semester deadline. The thought itself wouldn’t be that unappealing if not for the amount of time I’ve already spent on it. Just bailing out of it after a month of limiting my outings, time spent on other interests etc. is a pretty frustrating thought. I could have spent a month much more effectively if I’d known…
- The project will yet again be postponed by a few days. This is kind of the optimistic version of events although at the same time I am so tired of doing this. There’s like no end to it. Also I’m not sure how likely this is because if it gets postponed then we won’t have time to do all the official paperwork (getting the project checked for plagiarism etc.) before the 15th which is the date that was set for us.
So I guess everything now depends on the outcome of the 11:15 meeting… For the time being I guess I should just try to get some sleep…
